Another loop on the track

This is round 3 of bad luck for us and I guess I’ve hit that point of just needed someone to hear me. He left his job last fall and has just found work part time within the last week. This is job 2 for me since then. Last one realized they needed a CPA and not just a data entry person so let go so they could hire one. And this one I was 2 days away from being put on salary. Got let go. Loved my job, loved the people I worked with. Said I was let go because they want someone with more accounting experience. My job required little accounting, I was doing data entry again. Not even a two week notice was told not to come back to even finish the week. I was always told what an amazing job I was doing and how they can’t imagine how they ever functioned without me. I think one of the older members in my department was worried I was being groomed to take their job and forced me out. We were just getting back on our feet and caught up on bills. … here we go again for another loop on the roller coaster. Not sure we can make this round, financially, in our current state. I usually function well in the churn but this one came out of no where and I think the shock of it broke something inside me. I’m not looking for anything just needed to feel not so small and alone. I’m not normally the cry in public type but I’ll tell you it’s really sad and ugly over here.