
adrianontherocks
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I don’t know if existential is the right word. It’s Christmas time. I have several nice presents wrapped for my partner. It’s all cozy and warm and nice. I’ve been playing a lot of video games and watching tv and hanging out with my cats. But my mood is more anti-jolly. There’s a part of my brain that is just ‘Christmas is a commercialized holiday and how will having this stuff really enhance our lives and what's the point of everything'. I feel like I’m wasting my life in some ways but aren’t we all supposed to strive to enjoy ourselves? What’s wrong with relaxing and having fun?
I always have a hard time around Christmas. I’m not putting my feelings into words properly. I don’t even know exactly what I’m feeling. I just want to scream into the void and Imgur is my void of choice tonight. If you’ve bothered to read this far just leave some funny reaction gifs or cute cat photos in the comments please.
DurendaI
You sound dreadfully bored. Go do a victimless crime or something.
Olestra
You can be here for a long time or for a good time, but only the extremely lucky get a good, long time.
GuestChrist
Count thy blessings. It sounds like you're in a warm, cozy spot. Don't feel guilty for relaxing, enjoying yourself or feeling ok.
PyroDragon
Remember that without feeling sad sometimes, you can't know what a blessing it is to feel happiness. And be glad you can feel both.
Draenic
It's okay to just exist. On a fundamental level, none of us are here for any special reason than to exist. You're doing just fine :D
adrianontherocks
That can be my mantra for now. It’s ok to just exist.
BlackCats4ever
I have this feeling often at this time of year. Halloween is my fave holiday, and often the ennui at Christmas hits big-time.
adrianontherocks
Maybe that’s just what happens to us Halloween lovers
colorlessyoshi
I came to Imgur because of that exact feeling. ? not that I’ve made it any better
BlackCats4ever
Cat faces on other animals artist: koty_vezde on Instagram
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adrianontherocks
Oh these are amazing. Thank you friend.
judgementryu
Almost everything is a commercialized holliday or any other event. But that doesn't mean you can't make your own great times.
judgementryu
Focus on what makes any type of day good for you and your partner. And all the pets.
ArcheiaSophiaMetatronsWife
I kinda of feel the same way. I've been describing it as 'I'm tired and done for the rest of the year' with a bit of...
ArcheiaSophiaMetatronsWife
Don't ask or expect much from me. Not wrapping or decorating. When gifts come people get to open the box then. Not saving it
adrianontherocks
Hey you are still thinking of them and getting them stuff so that should be enough
ArcheiaSophiaMetatronsWife
Thanks! That helps