Things I gotta get off my phone or else it will probably stop fucking working - images, memes & shit I found on here that I loved - part 1

Let's get fucked up and die

I'm speaking figuratively, of course

Like the last time that I committed suicide

social suicide

Yeah, so I'm already dead

On the inside

But I can still pretend 

with my memories and photographs
I've learned to love the lie

I wanna know what it's like to be awkward and innocent, 

not belligerent

I wanna know how it feels to be useful and pertinent 

and have common sense yeah

Let me in, let me in to the club, 'cause I wanna belong
And I need to get strong, and if memory serves
I'm addicted to words and they're useless in this department

Let's get fucked up and die

I'm riding hard on the last legs of every lie

And the BMX bike of my life is about to explode

I'm about to explode

I'm a mess, I'm a wreck

I am perfect, and I have learned to accept 

all my problems and short comings
Because I am so visceral, yet deeply inept

I want to thank you for being a part of my the forget-me-nots and marigolds
And all the things that don't get old

Is it legal to do this? I surely don't know

It's the only way I have learned to express myself around other peoples' descriptions of life

I'm afraid I'm alone and entirely useless in this department

Let's get fucked up and die

For the last time with feeling
We'll try not to smile

As we cover our heads and drink heavily into the nights

That's no shock or surprise

It hurts

It

destroys

til

it

kills

I am tired,

and hungry,

and totally useless,

In this department

Lgfuad - Motion City Soundtrack

I believe that I can,

overcome this and beat everything in the end

But I choose to abuse for the time being

Maybe I'll win, 

but for now I've decided to die

Sister soldier, you've been such a positive influence
On my mental frame

If I could ever repay you, I would

But I'm hard up for cash

And my memory lacks

Initiative

Goddamn the liquor store's closed