Digitool's Massive Meme Cleanse Part #192

This will be my last post for a while most likely

DeDefinitely the last of this month

I'm just not getting the engagement on these that I would like

It is making me feel a bit crappy about posting

Also, tagging @HomeDepotAisle15

Me as a boyfriend tbh, I have literally done something like this

Anyway, back to the ramble

I guess I might be posting at the wrong time

Or reposting too quickly

It might be the rambles

Or just something else

I don't know, but, it kinda sucks

I'm only really posting this to announce the break

I don't expect much from the post

But, I don't want to vanish without telling the few fans I do appear to have

So that's what I'm doing

I'm not feeling the best I suppose

Felt stuck in home this week

It has been raining a lot

So that isn't helping

There are things coming up I am looking forward to

Like the photoshoot I mentioned in prior posts

I really want to do that

This is accurate because those drawings are based on 2 very famous Japanese artists

But, there has been some mental struggle

A lot of self doubt set in after a sudden confidence boost

It is mostly past trauma nagging my brain

Like that one time someone I considered a friend very bluntly told me he didn't feel the same

I guess that gave me some trust issues

And that was nagging me

I don't think anyone ever really told me I was their friend

Me

At least not without me asking
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Fun fact, technically Gonzo is NB, unless I am misunderstanding terms again, Gonzo very definitely not cis

I also can't hang out with the few people I do consider friends
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Superman technically counts as C tier

Because they don't exist on the same continent as me, pretty much

So yeah that kinda sucks

Not sure what to do about that

Can't even hang digitally with the guy I most want to hang with

So that isn't really an option

I will get better

But, it will take a while

I might need to remember to take my vitamin D

I forget in the morning
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Desire would more say something like "who doesn't?" Or "well obviously"

This is also a recurring issue

I'm kinda done rambling

So, leave a comment, send a chat, do whatever

I really appreciate any interaction

As long as you aren't being mean about it

I read all comments

Including replies

Rat tax: Rapunzel and Daisy doing an explore